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  • Monday Mornings

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    Its not at all like a Monday morning. It’s almost 7:00 in the morning and I’m kind of half awake. Something mysteriously wrong with my stomach is not letting my sleep to be sound. Not that I made my best attempts to make it sound either. Rather, to lend the mysterious ailment a helping hand, I made myself watch a movie. A movie pending on the not-to-be-missed list for a long while now – Hazaaron Khwaishen Aisi.

    BTW there is an equally mysterious creature standing or rather limping besides me. He just now gazed at the monitor and in utterly disgusted (and half asleep) fashion uttered – “what the hell is Zarquon”. And with an equally disgusted tone, I corrected “What nahi WHO the hell is Zarquon”.

    Sorry for the digression, it was Mritunjai. Never mind.

    We’re talking about Hazaaron Khwaishen Aisi. Ya… Everything about it was amazing. But I can not write a review. After a long time a movie had managed to affect me. No I don’t want to spoil it by writing a review. I’ll just mention what all it managed to affect me with. Everything that in any manner portrays the Delhi of the 70s affects me. I’ve heard the stories of how it used to be in Delhi in those days of Emergency from both of my parents. My parents were (then newly wed) living on the then outskirts of Delhi – Hauj Khas. And took the 26 no. bus to the Regal at CP (oh sorry the then CP :) ) to watch movies. The movie sort of gave images to what I just happened to know. BTW its not the first movie to give that vivid images of Delhi of the 70s. Chasm-e-baddoor was another one.

    I may be sounding a jerk to not mention the theme of the movie and talk about this, probably unnoticed aspect of the movie. But then, somebody must notice the unnoticed. For the regular review I’ve given you the link above, haven’t I?? :)

    Another thing that affected me, was probably the fact that all characters were sort of doing there own stuff, and said dialogues in-between as if they were naturally speaking to one another. Unlike some other (offbeat) movies where u can distinctly observe people standing and talking to each other. Even the ones like Ijaazat and Zakhm and Arth and Ardhasatya misses this level of naturalness. Oh forget it!! I’ve started to write a review… comparing… even worse than that…

    Oh BTW, I didn’t write the above stuff in one go. Mritun managed to pull me out for cup of tea at the stall outside the campus (I’m on the campus BTW). And on the way back it started raining, and that jerk made a strange remark…. “You know there is nothing else like rain”. Being half-asleep I agreed with him… and took some 20 seconds to remind myself that there is nothing else like anything else.

    Okay… did you notices too much of “jerks” and “disgust” in my post… pardon me…I’m reading Joseph Heller nowdays. And I’m a bigger jerk than Mritun at times.

  • Another amazing song

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    तुम पुकार लो
    तुम्हारा इंतजार है
    तुम पुकार लो

    दिल बहल तो जाएगा
    इस खयाल से
    हाल मिल गया तुम्हारा
    अपने हाल से

    मुख्तसर सी बात है तुमसे प्यार है।

    I’ll really exploit unicode to the fullest.

  • Chhoti si baat

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    I woke up this morning in Sandy’s room, went straight for the mouse and played this song in winamp. Went to brush my teeth, came back and watched the video of the same song. Went to _work_, came back and played the song again.

    I’m obsessed!! This song has started to haunt me. I know this song for years now. But never felt this obsessed. And guys be sure… I’m not in love.

    BTW the song is, I’ve decided to type the lyrics as I hear them (Yes hear them again for some tenth time in the day now), here it goes:

    na jaan kyon…
    hota hai zindagi ke saath,
    achaanak ye mann,
    kisi ke jaane ke baad… kare fir uski yaad,
    chhoti-chhoti si baat… na jaane kyon????

    jo anjaan pal,
    dhal gaye kal..
    aaj wo….
    rang badal-badal
    man ko machal-machal
    rahein hain chhal..
    na jaan kyon..
    woh anjaan pal….

    dhal gaye kal..
    aaj wo….
    rang badal-badal
    man ko machal-machal
    rahein hain chhal..
    na jaan kyon..
    woh anjaan pal….

    Saaje bina mere..
    nayano me
    tute re haaye re sapanon ke mahal

    na jaan kyon…
    hota hai zindagi ke saath,
    achaanak ye mann,
    kisi ke jaane ke baad… kare fir uski yaad,
    chhoti-chhoti si baat… na jaane kyon????

    “I’ve time to breathe here… woff”

    wahi hai dagar
    wahi hai safar
    hai nahi
    saath mere magar
    ab mera hamsafar
    idhar-udhar
    dhoonde nazar

    wahi hai dagar
    wahi hai safar
    hai nahi
    saath mere magar
    ab mera hamsafar
    idhar-udhar
    dhoonde nazar
    wahi hai dagar

    khaan gayi shaame
    madbhari
    wo mere
    mere wo
    din gaye kidhar??

    na jaan kyon…
    hota hai zindagi ke saath,
    achaanak ye mann,
    kisi ke jaane ke baad… kare fir uski yaad,
    chhoti-chhoti si baat… na jaane kyon????

    Okay okay… i edited the above text and also copied the repetitions… hell!! then what?? Its a great song anyways. Salil Choudhary rocks!!

  • Nirvana

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    I’m listening to Nirvana, after a really long gap. Brings back some weird and old memories. Everybody around me in college days used to love them. Man who sold the world was an anthem. Even now, if any of us starts…. tanaa-na-na-nanan …everyone else catches up…. we passed upon the stairs…..

    I dont know what’s there in Nirvana which binds you, makes you resonate with the music… phyisically as well. You start moving in sync with the base. There are very few bands which have that affect… I guess “release me” Pearl Jam and to some extenct Alanis.

  • Campus in mid eighties

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    A few days back I found this Link:

    http://www.geocities.com/mallickdeb/?200512

    I couldn’t believe that my campus looked like this in 80s. This, very much reminds me of Amol Palekar movies like Chhoti Si baat, or Rajanigandha.

  • From Gazhals to Qawwalis

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    I’ve recently graduated from ghazals to qawwalis. Half an hour back I was listening to gazhals (obviously Ghalib), and now I’m listening to some real old qawaalis (Bollywood 1950s). So the graduation is that recent!!

    Whatever, I never realized before that qawwalis can be that expressive, soothing, romantic and philosophical at the same time. The one which is currently struck in my head, and going to remain stuck for a while, is:

    Na to kaarawa.n ki talaash hai,
    Na to humsafar ki talaash hai.
    Mere shaukhe-e-khana kharaab ko,
    Teri rehguzar ki talaash.

    Mere na-muraad is junoon ka,
    ab hai ilaaj koi to maut hai.
    Jo davaa ke naam pe zeher de,
    us charaagar ki talaash hai.

    Well must thank one of my uncles for giving me this age old song.

  • dhoop ka tukDa

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    jaaDe ke dino me
    dhoop ka ek tukDa
    aataa hai mere aangan me
    naTkhaT bacche sa.
    ek kone se
    doosre kone tak,
    reshami vastra sa
    sarakataa hua,
    dauDataa hai.
    khijataa hai.
    sukhaane ko daali gayi
    cheezon ko sarkaate,
    THanD se THiTHuri
    deh ko garamaate,
    subah se shaam tak
    thakaa daalata hai
    wah naTkhaT
    dhoop ka tukDa

    (By Radha Janardan)
    (Image – on a winter afternoon in my mother’s kitchen)

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